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On the way back to the accommodation ,,,, Why does this happen ? While
thinking ,,, ‘God saves us .' I realized that .
I thought about the time when I was about to die .
The first suicide attempt was when I was in Seongdong Detention Center .
When I went to the detention center after being sentenced to 5 years in
prison in the first trial without knowing anything and without any plan ,,,,
that night, when everyone else was asleep , there was no way to hold bac
k my anger . In the middle of the night, I started tearing up the running h
ole . Make several strings, tie them, hang them on the bars of the bathroo
m, stand on the basket, and if you just slightly move the basket, you will
die . But at that moment, my mother started to flit back and forth before
my eyes . So I couldn't bear to die and took off my tie . My mother saved
me . Second, the three pastors prevented my death ,
The third is blocked like this . It was a truly painful and painful situation a
s I felt suicidal three times .
In this way, I have overcome three critical moments .
But every time I find myself in a situation where I have no choice but to d
ie, God saves me.
He gave it to you .
And it has arrived until today .
often go to the graves of Captain Jeong Ki-seon and Lieutenant Choi Bon
g- seok , my military colleagues during difficult times . We would sit at t
he tomb, talk about various things, and then come back .
And then I made a decision .
Let's risk our lives to live the effort that I tried to die for .
And let's do business .
Let's do our best to reveal my truth one more time .
With that thought, I escaped from the path of death for the third time .
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