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Mijeong just cried without saying anything . I said hello to Mijeong, who

               was sobbing with her head down, and left the place . She couldn't even lo

               ok at me leaving and just cried . On the train to Punggi, the sight of Mijeo
               ng was so pitiful that I had to keep crying .



               When I saw her, I decided that I should confess my love to my child .
               As soon as I entered the house, I said hello to my mother and went outsi

               de to meet the child . Just as I was about to leave, I heard my mother's v

               oice behind me .

               “ The owner’s daughter is getting married .”
               My mother said these words to me without thinking ,

               At that moment, I felt all the strength in my body disappear .

               The field before my eyes suddenly became dark . What should I do ?
               As I was leaving home, I met that child's younger sister, Myeong-hee .

               Through Myunghee's words, I was able to confirm that my mother's wor

               ds were true . She is marrying a man who graduated from Chung-Ang U
               niversity and lives in Yeongju . I didn't have the courage to meet that chil

               d . I walked and walked aimlessly all night long, on the road to the village

               , under bridges , and to unknown places . No matter how much I thought ,
               there was no answer , I just felt frustrated .



               ' The only thing that allowed me to persevere and persevere in the midst

               of so many difficulties was my love for that child ... .'


               I ended up staying up all night squatting in front of that child's house .

               The heartbreaking memory of that day , when I cried inside while hiding

               in the shadow of the child going to the bathroom in the early morning, re
               mains a bitter memory that cannot be erased even after decades .

               That day, I ended up not having the courage to meet that child, so I retur

               ned to the base . Even after returning from vacation, I saw myself strugg
               ling so much ...

               A colleague asked me, “ Did you wear your rubber shoes backwards ?”
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               He went so far as to ask . But his question did not apply to my case .


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