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My father's life was barely extended through blood transfusions , and as

we had to pay for the blood and hospital treatment , the family's livelihoo

d was not easy due to the long-term illness .

After suffering so much, he eventually passed away .

My grandfather, who was a decorated teacher, was generous , good at bu
siness , and wealthy .

He was a person who cared very much for his family .

On the other hand, my father was incompetent, cared for his friends and

neighbors rather than himself and his family, and died after living with ill
ness all his life ... .

Now that I think about it , I was so foolish .
Did my father become incompetent because he wanted to be so incompet

ent ? If you don't do what you want to do ,

How much stress did you have to take your anger out on your mother at

home ?

I was too young to help , Also, now that I think about it as an adult, I feel

very sorry for not being able to understand my father's bitterness .
As I became a soccer player, my father's only pleasure was to visit ever

y soccer game I participated in and hide behind to cheer him on .

My father always felt sorry for me .

Even though he never once said he was sorry , I could feel it in my hear

t . must have been proud of me for working hard as an athlete even thoug

h you couldn't feed me or clothe me well . You always followed me to an
y stadium and watched me , hoping that I would do well .

, I never once told my friends that my father was my father because I wa

s afraid that someone might recognize my father, who was wearing shabb
y, shabby clothes. In fact , I was afraid that someone would say that he
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was my father .

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