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To be honest, I studied hard ...

               ' To marry that child' was the biggest reason .

               The child occasionally had nosebleeds . Every time, I was so heartbroke
               n . If only I could have suffered a nosebleed instead ... It was to the point

               where I wanted to do so instead .


               I'm suffering from an internal illness just like that ,,,,,,,

               One day, Heesuk’s sister found out about my feelings ( for that child )

               … . “Oh Seok-ah , I know you’re a really good kid . “He is my young

               er brother , but ....” The idea was to try it yourself .


               That one word was a great help to me , and although it was written crook

               edly and had spelling mistakes ,
               I wrote my first love letter to that child with all my heart and sincerity .



               Because of that, I made time with that child, and the two of us walked to
               wards Namhancheon Bridge Ttukbang ( Bangjuk ) for the first time in ou

               r lives with him . what are you saying Should I do it !!! What kind of expr

               ession should I make !!! Because I had no experience !!! Phew ~'

               It was a really difficult opportunity .... I couldn't even tell that child on th
               e spot that I loved him .... It was difficult for me to open my mouth and sa

               y one word .


               “ It’s so hard for me to get close to you, so I guess I’ll just give up .”

               said .



               Idiot , idiot , it's hard to say that I prepared for such a long time to create
               an opportunity,,,, I lamented in my heart .

               While I was doing that, the child answered .“ Is that necessary ?” . _

               For a moment, those words sounded like a story about leaving the future
               to the future . I took that answer to mean that he liked me too .



               And whenever I had time, I always thought only about that child .
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               At that moment, my heart was completely rosy .


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