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The GOB incident caused me to live a bloody life .
I can't live a normal life ... .
Because of this incident, I lost my family and all my beloved children .
an outcast , lost my honor, lost my health, lost my family, lost my belove
d children, and there is nothing left .
I hated it so much that I wanted to kill myself , and if I couldn't clear the
false accusation, I wanted to find the person who framed the false accusa
tion and kill him, and I wanted to die too .
But the fact that I was killing people was difficult for me to accept ,
As I read the Bible, I saw Jesus sacrifice himself for mankind . I became
grateful that I was able to handle even just one millionth of it .
And I had no confidence in becoming a pastor .
There was so much hurt inside me that I became a doctor of theology but
was not ordained .
The wound was so deep that I didn't have the confidence to preach .
The three suicide incidents were such a painful moment for me that I still
remember them vividly .
Guilty on first trial , completely guilty .
2 Some found not guilty , some found guilty.
the 3rd trial completely innocent !!!
I am '
The only crime I can commit is dedicating my body and mind to the peopl
e for my love of country !!!
' From birth until death '
I will practice my grandfather's teachings, ' OhSung Spirit and PESCRLS' .
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