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The GOB incident caused me to live a bloody life .

        I can't live a normal life ... .



        Because of this incident, I lost my family and all my beloved children .

        an outcast , lost my honor, lost my health, lost my family, lost my belove

        d children, and there is nothing left .
        I hated it so much that I wanted to kill myself , and if I couldn't clear the

        false accusation, I wanted to find the person who framed the false accusa

        tion and kill him, and I wanted to die too .



        But the fact that I was killing people was difficult for me to accept ,

        As I read the Bible, I saw Jesus sacrifice himself for mankind . I became
        grateful that I was able to handle even just one millionth of it .

        And I had no confidence in becoming a pastor .

        There was so much hurt inside me that I became a doctor of theology but

        was not ordained .
        The wound was so deep that I didn't have the confidence to preach .

        The three suicide incidents were such a painful moment for me that I still

        remember them vividly .



        Guilty on first trial , completely guilty .

        2 Some found not guilty , some found guilty.



        the 3rd trial completely innocent !!!




        I am '
        The only crime I can commit is dedicating my body and mind to the peopl

        e for my love of country !!!



        ' From birth until death '

        I will practice my grandfather's teachings, ' OhSung Spirit and PESCRLS' .
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