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the GOB business ,,,, I committed suicide three times I tried .

When I really think about it, even though 20 years have passed, it's so ho

rrible and such a nightmare that I don't even want to think about it .
How unfair would you have been , how upset would you have been , woul

d you have tried to commit suicide ?

Even though I am angry and frustrated with the world , even though I am
unfair ,,,, even though I am unfair , I am not just angry and resentful .

If there is relevant evidence for just one out of 10 , the remaining 9 can

also be accepted because of that one . But this is not just one out of ten ,
It wasn't even one thing out of 100 . If even one thing out of 100 is

correct , I can accept 99 types of injustice . No , if even one thing out of

a thousand is true, I can accept all 999 stories based on that . That mean
s it is so unfair .

It was my first time going to a court while doing GOB business , and I wa

s so shocked that I had no idea what the court was like .
Now that I think about it There was no way I could win .

Without even knowing that, I confronted him honestly , and everything w

as forged and manipulated , and when I tried to sue , I missed the opport
unity and the other person sued first, so I defended it, missed the time to

sue , and was wrongfully accused . As a result, my reputation, who had li

ved my whole life with honor alone, was lost . I could no longer find a rea
son to live , and in the end, I thought about suicide .

When I hung myself in the detention center, my mother's image came to

mind . Because of my mother, I did not commit suicide, but instead hung
my head from the iron bars that had been tied to the running rope . If I p

ut my foot down on the water bath, it's only a matter of time before I die,

but I think of my mother's face ,,,,

Mother ... Sorry !!! QR

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